December 2010
I'm a copy cat
What I did this year: 1.) Re-learned what it felt like to have your heart skip a beat when that person walks in the room.
2.) Lost all self esteem and love for my naked body.
3.) Learned more about gender/queer-life than I have in my entire life.
4.) Finally felt comfortable when I don’t always identify with ‘female’ things, or whatever those are. (IE: In how I wear my hair,...
I could watch it all day. →
First ever photograph of a human being →
Don't do this if you have photosensitive epilepsy →
“I do not love you as if you were salt-rose or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations...”
– Pablo Neruda
Holy Shit
Just sent out my resume to Finborough Theatre Company in London to be a summer 2011 stage manager for their summer 2011 festival. God, London. I would kill to be reunited with you once again. And get this really awesome internship.
In today's world...
In today’s world, it’s almost not okay to celebrate love of any kind. Out of politeness, I often times don’t mention how sincerely happy and in love I am because everyone is going through some sort of hard time and no one really likes to hear how great my life and relationship are going if they don’t have something similar. So, too often, I go without expressing how young...
Christmas Day
I’m only answering all phone calls and text inquiries with “Buddy the Elf, what’s your favorite color?”
Living with Anxiety
I realized tonight that living with anxiety really changes my perspective on just about anything. I’m 2 semesters away from graduating college, and I don’t even feel like that is a big accomplishment. I consider my biggest accomplishments to be when I go to class or go to work despite everything that screams at me to just stay in bed because it’s safer there.
Those small...
Sometimes the most depressing things in life are the small ones. Like after Christmas Presents, Birth Control, Anxiety Medicine, going to the OB/GYN, and getting the car maintenance done…there is not enough money leftover for my books for next semester. But most of all, this means there is not enough money for a hair cut. But I feel so empowered in knowing I can just shave it all off, and...
“Around and around. In my head there’s a sound: the sound of fear that I...”
– Lisa Davidson (From Song In Progress…)
“We’re basically educating corpses. We’re just going to take it to...”
– Joanne Klein
Yo fuck Europe
benkenjes:
Bitches never even been to the moon
